What makes us do that?

Thursday, November 5, 2009 ·

Author.
What a lovely word. A title I always dreamed would someday be mine. Since the release of my first novel, The Timestone Key, on October 19, I’ve been pinching myself a lot—trying to make sure that this experience is a dream-come-true and not just a dream.

When I was 22, I was in my first interview for my first job, an English teacher position at the local high school. The superintendent asked me what I saw myself doing when I was forty. I realize now that the definitive answer would have been something that mentioned still being a teacher at that school. Instead, in my naiveté, I answered, “I hope to have written the great American novel.”

Well, it isn’t exactly THE great American novel, and I didn’t make it by the time I reached forty, but seeing my name on the front cover of a book is certainly the fulfillment of a life-long dream for me.

The Timestone Key is the story of my heart—a romantic Arthurian fantasy conceived while on a vacation in England. I dragged my husband from one Arthurian site to another on my own quest. Stonehenge. Camelford. Tintagel. Glastonbury Tor. The places themselves conjured a story in my mind. I couldn’t rest until I had it written down.

What is it that drives us to tell our stories? Where does the compulsion originate? In her famous diary, Anne Frank wrote: “I want to go on living even after I die.” Poignant words from a writer lost to us well before her time should have even begun. But I get what Anne was saying. I want my children and my grandchildren and my great-grandchildren to know who I was and what made me tick. It’s a way to touch immortality at some level.

So today, we’re celebrating life and dreams that come true! Share with me what compels you to write or read or draw or do whatever it is that you truly love.

And BTW, I got that teaching job!

9 comments:

s.w. vaughn said...
November 5, 2009 11:12 AM  

You know, this question has popped up frequently on a lot of forums and blogs I visit. And I still don't have a good answer for myself.

I just write. It's what I do.

Hmm. Perhaps this calls for a little self-introspection. :-)

Pamela Hearon said...
November 5, 2009 11:35 AM  

I know what you mean. It's something I can't NOT do, like breathing. It's a part of me.

C. D. Yates said...
November 5, 2009 12:28 PM  

I think we write because we can't not write. ;) (I need to get the voices out of my head!)

deboradale said...
November 5, 2009 12:34 PM  

What makes us do that? I think that's a question we need to ask ourselves regularly. I write because I have to. Apparently. When my muse took an unexpected vacation recently, I thought I was done with writing for good. Then a funny thing happened. Before my muse returned, I summoned it. Writing is what makes me who I am. I think what some of us (I) need to do on occasion is ask, "What makes us do that?" not so much because we write but because, sometimes, we don't.

Pamela Hearon said...
November 5, 2009 12:51 PM  

I hear you, C.D.! Along with all those other voices! LOL!

And great point, Debora! There have been times when I haven't written because things going on in my life were sapping all of my energy. But when I finally allowed myself to go back to my wip, the words flowed out with a vengence. They'd been there waiting and backing up like water waiting for the dam gates to open--and building up pressure, too!

I've either got to write or spew:-)

Thanks for stopping by! (((hugs)))

Stephanie said...
November 5, 2009 1:33 PM  

I agree....I want my words to live on long after I do....and not just my fiction. I used to journal quite frequently...when I was a teen...but i got away from it when I started my first full time job and got married. I started up again a few years ago...I want my kids and grandkids to read my thoughts and feelings...to know exactly how I felt in certain moments in my life.

I write because I love giving others a great story to read...not just for entertainment's sake, but to conjure up emotion...all kinds, joy, sadness, pain, amusement. Nothing makes me feel more excited than someone telling me they bawled their eyes out at the end of one of my stories!!

Pamela Hearon said...
November 5, 2009 2:01 PM  

Our reasons are joined at the hip, Stephanie:-) I used to write poetry as a teen to let out all that angst. As an adult, I journal my way through the more difficult times.
Oddly enough, when I was diagnosed with breast cancer two years ago (I'm fine now:-), I couldn't write. Couldn't work on my wip; couldn't even journal about the experience even though I would try. I finally decided that my subconscious was actively working on the disease and didn't have time to deal with anything else:-)

Thanks for sharing!

Sheila Deeth said...
November 5, 2009 7:01 PM  

I love Arthurian books. Thanks for sharing your journey - it's encouraging that you got the teaching job and became an author.

Pamela Hearon said...
November 5, 2009 7:49 PM  

Wonders abound, Sheila! LOL:-)Another Arturian fan--Yay! The Timestone Key is my version of the story with my own twist to the tale:-)
Glad you stopped in!

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